Friday, April 17, 2009

Stuff that's Stuff

ORA tmr, i don't really know what to expect because I have never been to one. Anw I think I shall go for interval training first.

Ever since my injury, my training sessions has been really erratic. Till the extent I feel so empty within me, like there is something not rite. Some people really dread CCA but no matter how much I dread, it has already become part of my life. Don't want to go, still go. In fact, since sec 1 i had this plan to skip 1 training without excuse. Haven't been able to achieve it though. Because I'm addicted to the sense of satisfaction after training. I like the feeling, feels like you are a top achiever.

What I'm afraid now is that it is beginning to take over my studies. I realised that i dont mind giving up a 3.8 gpa for a gold medal. I know it should be the other way round. But it's just this instinct that bugs me.

Just finished my masterlife testimony. I quite glad it is gonna be over. It is a tough commitment. Because you have one extra hmk everyday. Plus they give you assignments to do.

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