Stressed and Burned Out

Really really really stressed and Burned...

My life is very screwed up right now. I wish i could like just turn back time and set a whole new route. My life could have changed...

Firstly, I have a physics test and an English exposition thing tomorrow. Which I feel really unprepared for. I studied 1 hour of physics and i'm still very confused. Science is full of stupid contradictions. Screw it lah

Secondly, My knee....I have nothing to say. But cry. WTH WAD THE SHIT IS WRONG WITH IT. I tried all kinds of remedies and stretched. The stubborn pain just refuses to go away..sighhhhh. Furthermore, track nats is in 5 day. 3000m heats. I feel nervous yet unprepared. Thats the worst feeling you should have for a race. At least if you noe that you are in top form, but just nervous, thats fine. Now it's NO confidence and nervous. Such a feeling it's a torture to the human mind.

Thirdly, 3D interclass deco gone case. The grading is next week rite? I think so. All we have is a few sheet of paper, scribble on some words, and paste. No sign of class decoration/ class effort. Tried getting people to print. And I'm not a designer person, I can't seem to think of any shit.

Fourthly, I have ALOT of things to do for RE and little time left. Some more tomorrow I will only come back at around 8. Plus need to do tuition homework. Wa lao How ?

Fifthly, i just watched some video's on animal cruelty, and i don't feel good. Poor animals. Srsly, it's like damn sad when you watch the videos. SO heart-breaking. just imagine you feel the pain toooooo.....Ouch.

Thinking of any inspiring quotes too cheer myself up. But constantly failing. Cos I think of Nats I feel damn stressed. Track scares me. But i have to face it.

The Emo and Frustrated,
Ben =(