Damn. I actually thought that Sec 4 was gonna be REALLY REALLY FUN man.
I mean Handling so much shit sometimes makes you forget what you are trying to achieve actually. I want to achieve SO MUCH but I have NO IDEA how the hell I gonna achieve them.
So Far Everything is been screwing up: I let my whole team down during cross nats...Morrison is the laggiest house currently - I think so (How does eugene phua do it?!?!)...Fortunately my studies hasn't been dropping so much.
But have you ever been through the position such that YOU REALLY WANT TO HAVE FUN...but when you start thinking about all your commitments and how much life has been screwing you up...you just lose it and emo for the rest of the day.
Read WEI HAN'S Post and I REALLY FEEL THE same way...I hate to be forgotten. I came into RI wanting to leave an impact in the school, something others would look to as an example. This whole year I been trying so damn hard to juggle all the responsibilities and it's extremely difficult to focus on ONE commitment and leave an impression BECAUSE YOU HAVE OTHER STUFF that comes your way. DAMNNNNNN
And when all else starts to fail, you try fall back on your academia, that's when u realise....Your studies also dropping. And you begin to think u are an ultimate failure. HAHAA
But then, something happens, and you bounce back almost immediately
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