HUNGRY

I just finished my chicken rice and i still feel very v.v.v. hungry. hmmmm i feel like eating my school hokkien mee right now. Oh no, my stomach just growled. I dun mind eating a pao or smth. But my house doesn't have much food. Oh shit that means i have to suffer until 7 like this =(

Lols. Im listening to old songs now. Not that old lah...maybe the kind of my father's age. Not bad actually. Emo people should listen to these songs, makes them feel that there is smth to live for. Tears in heaven. My favorite =)

Finish

Ah...i guess it's mixed feeling. Sadness and Happiness

At first i felt quite glad. Since getting indiv 5th was quite a nearly impossible and unbelievable thing, especially in the B div (it meant another round of CoLoUrS yay). Sigh, but then when i heard the team result. Wah it was almost like droppng off a cliff. Spirits were all low. No one talked. Atmosphere was very fear. And i think mr lim was damn pissed with us.

At least we managed to get a team medal. (4th placing btw)

But i guess Life there's ups and down. Sometimes we just need a lift of friendship to bring the downside up. Yea.

I guess we could have done much much better than this. In fact, I had kind of high expectations for the C div. Since they consist of mostly DSA dudes. I think they all did their best.But maybe it just wasn't their day. And hopefully next year they would pick up the pace again.

Sine Finibus. No Limits. We gotta work even harder.

Good Job Guys. If you have tried your best, thats all we need.
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AHAH. I PASSED MY SS ESSAY. 10/15

Screw BEN TAN. he told me i got 2/15. shit i was quite sad. I expected to fail but not so badly. Then i passed me the paper. I murdered him.
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Nationals over. It's time to get back to my studies. WHICH I HAVE OBVIOUSLY NEGLECTED>>>>APPARENT FROM THE RESULTS I GOT.
Nah but it was worth it.

I think i shall post my race reflections next time.

Ben

SCGS Dance Concert

Superb.

Its like watching a troupe of professionals dancing. A piece of art. Seriously. It was extremely well-planned! The choreographers are like creative genius(s?). Anyway i think i really take my hat off to them. Some more can see the dancers are like putting their utmost efforts into making their concert a success.

Lols it was the first time i actually saw my sis take center-stage. I can't believe i'm saying this but she's freaking PRO. Da jie was like "WAH er jie so PROOO...omg she's taking center stage!" Then she hyperventilated. And my mum went on and on complimenting her. But she deserves it. After training for wad 10 years? Mostly ballad lah. Some tap-dance here and there. She danced like over 6 dances, unlike the previous years where she only danced 1 or 2. All in all, i can say that i'm quite proud of her. =)

And their finale i think it's called "eurhythmy" was very high. Best of all the finales i have watched. If im not wrong, there was 110 dancer/teachers out there thumping all sorts of drums. And their rhythm made the atmosphere. Very exciting and high.

And it ended with a mighty thunderous applaus. The kind where your ear-drums can explode. =).

No pictures cos I couldn't be bothered to carry the camera with me.

Ben

1 more week

AHHHHHHHHH
1 more week..just 1 more week...to CROSS NATS
oh the fear..it's gripping me..so hard i can hardly breathe

Nvm I have to learn to control my anxiety. Don't think about the race and get my mind busy with other better things to do. LIKE GOING ON MSN and spamming convos...thats may well work you know! Sadly, no classes are gonna be there to support us. Except the track team of course and Slim said kenneth kwok might be there as well.

Sian...i have this feeling as if i want it to finish yet I dont want it to come. But yet, if it doesnt come, how can it finish. So it has to come, so i cant make it not come. sigh sigh sigh. I oso feeling kinda excited about the run. But how can i be? Human nature is really weird. Maybe i become a bird. Then i can fly!! And sneak up on people hanky pankying. oo..that would be quite cool.

Oh. And i exposed my skin to a hell lot of UV rays today. Which is bad. It may cause skin cancer. Because it was playing bastketball with a retard (joel ng) under the sweltering heat. Lols I can't do a freaking lay-smth. (layup or layout?) I DONT EVEN NOE THE CORRECT NAME. Nvm i learn it when i'm more free. My DNA has been damaged/altered. Lets hope its not that bad...

Oh this is my good friend Cheng lu. We kinda caught him in the "act". Something he didn't want anyone to see.

Happened after Training. I oso dunno why. The whole cross team was obsessed over a vending machine

This is derek. I have many things to say. but i cant. HAHA he was trying to smile for the cam but apparently this really pretty girl walked past

There again crazy for over vending. the coins were stuck or smth.

HAHA
Ben

One more day till 1 WEEK of holday officially starts

And there must be planning of goals to achieve this march holidays:

Firstly, I want to grow taller. I want to. I have to. Because height matters in many things. Tall people win most track events. Tall people naturally gain the respect of others. But i know one week may not make a diference. BUT there's always a chance. Haha and i'm putting my faith into that chance.

Secondly, I want to complete all the little projects that I have been neglecting for 2 weeks. Since yesterday, I managed to complete half of my physic project. I feel so proud. I designed a magazine cover which looks super cool. Let me show you.

TADA!!!! cool rite?

BEN L
=)

I have dementia so beware

I think i'm having dementia. Big Time

First I went home yesterday after training. Took my dinner and everything. Feeling so happy. When it struck me. I left my bag in school. If i was in primary school, i think i would been crying for hours. But it was only a bag...with my super important bio file and $60.95 textbook, all too dear to me. haha. so Dad drove me back to school. The embarrassing thing was I was in my old ACS singlet. Shit I went there everyone looked at me. A boy in an ACS shirt with RI pants. In the end, fruitless search. No bag found. I forgot where i placed it. All i got was unfriendly stares by the RJ ruggers. So i came back today to find it. And guess what...

MY EZ LINK CARD WAS ALSO GONE. freak! now two things gone. Okay so i went to library and fortunately, my bag was left untouched. Grabbed it. and went to study. Met Khai Cong and Ryan who were MSNing and Facebooking in library. Apparently they hacked into a teacher's account. Khai Cong refused to show us his pretty girlfriends on facebook. HAHA and Ryan was camwhoring like a girl.

AND SO....i went to buy some noodles for lunch and stood at the bus stop. Waiting, Watching...then I struck me again. I remembered where that elusive card went to....it was still freaking at the school library. I forgot to take it back after i used the stupid project corner. Oh yeah. I ran all the way back to school from J8.

The library was closed. So i took the grey dustbin at the side and threw it at the library glass door. Wow you should have heard the sound. I clicked any switch i could find and rummage through the cards in the room. Once i found my card i ran out. But Librarian SAW ME. and stopped me. Oh the fight we had, kicks and punches flew from all directions. I left unscathed but she was left...with a broken skull. YES i've got the ez link card.

I have triumphed.
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no lah wad i said was rubbish lah. Actually i had to copy 5 lines of this. Something like

"I forgot to take back my card after using the project corner. I have been irresponsible and inadvertently deprived the chance for blah blah blah blah. I must always remember to take my card back etc etc etc"

Stupid student librarian refused to lend me a pen to use. I had to walk to me bag and take it. Sigh.

Ok my story's done

=)
Ben

CEC Invest. Wad Can I Say.

The most spectacular event of the year.

I think it was a good stage show. The stage instrument used were good. Especially the fireworks. Got everyone starstruck. The sleepy woke. The awake fainted. It was all too good. Thanks to Mr Law who made all this expensive things possible. Even the atmosphere was very high and wild. Very tribal and Primitive.

But i still think prefect investiture is better. Because the aura around the prefects is like a commando from the SAF standing in an MRT station. Very authorative. Very powerful. Full of control and charisma. And somemore they are 10 times bigger than us. Maybe not in stature wise but in charactor wise. When the MC said "Presenting the RI prefectorial Board". Whoa. Made me think of the prefects as defenders of our school. The strong shields protecting our school name. All in all, you feel really proud of them.

There you go. The summary of both investiture.

Next Big Thing: Cross Nationals. Omg.

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Oh well Oh well Oh well Oh well Oh well Oh well Oh well

Tick tock, Bong Bong, Bleh bleh

Field work at changi beach. thumbdrive in the computer. Blue sky where birds soar free

There's a staircase leading to the second floor. 1 2 3. Cup filled with water and contaminated with microorganism that can cos the wiping out of mankind kind

haha.

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I love wednesdays because wednesdays are nice.

2 periods of RE: what can get better than this.
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RE is coming along fine. Though there is so much to discuss and so little time =Z

But the homwork load just keeps increasing. Maybe thats how RI maintains their standard, by drilling us with multiple workload and expecting us to cope them.

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Soccer after easy run was a failure today. No place and very few people. I think after nationals, the game would be a whole lot more exciting. LOL Cross Country iconic soccer phrase: GAH!! You have to say it when you kick/pass/dribble the ball. It said that it will give you luck and lots of magic power. It was created by Wizard Wong who practices the highest and most profound level or socery. He's hankerchief can cause a destruction that extend is unknown to mankind. Anger him, you die.

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Kai Yangs's Wise "words"

李凯扬 says:
in the end cnfrm start playing with u
BEN says:
siao
李凯扬 says:
heehee
BEN says:
LOL i dont play with her -.-
李凯扬 says:
on bed
李凯扬 says:
the door is locked
BEN says:
she very ba dao one
李凯扬 says:
the probability of getting xaught
李凯扬 says:
caught
BEN says:
shit man
BEN says:
ur sick
BEN says:
hahahaahha
BEN says:
p5 oso want to do?
李凯扬 says:
why not
李凯扬 says:
not hairy yet
BEN says:
goodness!!!

Good luck to my dear Kai Yang on his journey to hit on my cousin

Mum is into her monthly moods again. Where she will go really depressed, and start becoming very quiet and what's that word? yes..emo

Sigh, it has been like that for 6 years already. For my dad it has been 20 + years. He had to deal with these problems for over a million times. I really really have to admire Dad. No joke. He has this infinite amount of patience that never seems to run out. When my mum scolds/screams at him, he never raise his voice back. In fact, i can't think of a time he has actually shouted at me before.

And the amazing thing is, though he never uses brute force on anybody, many people have tremendous respect for him (Mum told me that). Not through fear, but through compassion. He's the most virtuous man i know. Humble, Gentle, Supportive, Family-oriented, Likes to crack lame jokes. I think every boy should grow to be like him. And i can say, im very lucky to have him as a father.

Ben =)