Oh No!

Desperate need of divine help.

Nothing seems to be getting through. =(

A few weeks to WR submissions and progress is very slow
A few weeks to Promos and study progress is even slower
Match on Friday

So many things go through my mind!

Oh Lord, I pray that you will give me strength and what I need to get me through.

Now all I am

I lay at Your feet
I'm humbled by the wonder of Your Majesty
One thing I know
I find all I need
In Your Unending Love

If this love is really so amazing, Lord reveal it to me. pls.

I called. And you delivered

One thing I have to say only.

God is. Truly. Great!!

I was praying sooo hard.
He gave me immeasurably more than I can ever ask or imagine.
It's soooo hard to believe.

I really dunno how to thank God!
Lord teach me

Your grace. Overwhelms!

God Spoke!

Ok honestly, I have my doubts!
But I choose to believe that it was GOD!

At chem tuition today, we were just doing our own work and trying to solve some questions. Then I started to think about what it I wasn't a christian.

What if God wasn't in my life?

And then...I heard a cry (I THINK I DID?)
It was a very frightening, death-like, hopeless cry.
It wasn't an audible cry...something from the soul!

And I remembered how other believers tell me "Never take your Sight off Christ."
True Indeed.
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Then as I was taking the bus home.
I was stressing over promo-s, CCA. Everything about life basically.

Suddenly, this thought struck me. It just shot right through my head.
It said "Pray for what you need, even if you don't know what or how to get through, Just Pray!"

A sense of peace followed.
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So I guess...God Speaks!

Losing Control

I feel like I'm losing control of so many things.
Like nothing can be acheived anymore.

I wished God gave me some reassurance! =(

I dunno whether to feel glad or sad.
Future seems bleak and depressing.

A psalm to those who feel sad:

Oh Lord, how many are my foes
How many rise up against me
Many are saying "God will not deliver him"

But YOU are a SHIELD around me O Lord.
You bestow glory on me and lift me up
To the Lord I cry out,
and he answers me from his holy hill.

Psalms 3:1-4

To you Lord, I'm really crying out. Rescue me from this bottomless pit of darkness.

Nothing. Too Hard.

Nothing. Is TOO Hard. He Made US. He knows and understand inside out =D

Trust - the ONLY option left

Left with Nothing ;)

Not sure where to go, how to do it, what to say.
Everything seems to be blur.

But not my INFINTE Creator!

I'm finally, thankfully, humbly, looking to Christ!
He's all I'll need.

Jesus, keep me close. please.