Oh mans..Cross Nats are coming..round the corner and i'm already beginning to feel the pressure and anxiety setting in.
At first i thought that I didn't have to worry about cross nationals since i was sec 3, I have all the sec 4s to back me up. No sooner did i realised that the team counted on me too. Sigh, well just work hard and make sure i try to secure the top 20. I'm like thinking about cross nationals all the time, i don't want to think about it!! Makes me feel damn emo and nervous. So im trying to find some ways to calm myself down, maybe it will help =).
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Shit, but i failed my bio test. Its like so important and I screwed it up. I think im neglecting my work a bit. I having been slacking to much lately!! So from now till week 10, im gonna chiong my studies and mugging. Start from now.
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Oh and morrison got 3rd for swim carn. I got 6th for fly event and we got last for relay event. IF ONLY MR GERALD SIM DIDN'T PON THE EVENT. heard that gerald, next year if you don't participate, i make sure your life is worse than hell.
K i was jking, thats pure evil.
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Ben
Friday, February 27, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
No School. Supposed to be happy. Not Happy.
TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!
Oh my gosh, there is so many e-learning stuff to do. Then there's my tuition work. My CCA commitments. Chinese Essay. But i believe I can finish them. Just have to push on. Even if your minds says "eh screw u ben, go to sleep lar", you whack yourself in the head and just continue. Sleeping with peace because you finished your hmk feels better than sleeping with so much worries on the mind.
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My claf still sucks, feels so tight and sore. Like when you bend your knees, then it will hurt. When you start running, the muscles feels like it's gonna break off.
TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!
Oh my gosh, there is so many e-learning stuff to do. Then there's my tuition work. My CCA commitments. Chinese Essay. But i believe I can finish them. Just have to push on. Even if your minds says "eh screw u ben, go to sleep lar", you whack yourself in the head and just continue. Sleeping with peace because you finished your hmk feels better than sleeping with so much worries on the mind.
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My claf still sucks, feels so tight and sore. Like when you bend your knees, then it will hurt. When you start running, the muscles feels like it's gonna break off.
Friday, February 20, 2009
What is happening to morrison???? Or rather what is happening to my batch of morrisonians???
Yesterday, Gerald and douglas pangseh us by not coming for relay, hence shi rui and I was the "last minute hope". And our performance didn't turn out that good. We got last. Happy?
Then today, when i was about to play soccer, Wang Kwan called me. Saying that I have to play for waterpolo because there were people who failed to come. If not for the house and the way wang kwan begged me, haha i would have just poned the thing.
Haha!!! you should have watched me play, its like a nerd trying to do hip-hop, utterly embarrassing. All the competitors were either swimmers/ poloers. I was the only non swimmer. I was like a monkey and they were huge monstrous gorillas (no offense to swimmers =P). They swim so aggressively, i didn't know you can push and grab opponent's when they have the ball. Once, they was this weird guy who held on to my hand under the water, the ball like 30 metres away, and he just held my hand. Maybe thats the way they play, as an outsider i guess it was a very strange game.
Oh and in polo they can file a million times and nobody cares. Filing is part of the nature of polo.
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Now im too sian to even touch my bag. too lazy to touch my pencil. I'm even too lazy scratch my face. Just too lazy to do anything. I'm procrastinating like crazy, im aware of it cos im telling myself now that i will do my homework tomorrow. And I have at least 6 assignments but now, i really don't care. Why?
Cos I'm freaking lazy rite now
Hahas
ben =)
Yesterday, Gerald and douglas pangseh us by not coming for relay, hence shi rui and I was the "last minute hope". And our performance didn't turn out that good. We got last. Happy?
Then today, when i was about to play soccer, Wang Kwan called me. Saying that I have to play for waterpolo because there were people who failed to come. If not for the house and the way wang kwan begged me, haha i would have just poned the thing.
Haha!!! you should have watched me play, its like a nerd trying to do hip-hop, utterly embarrassing. All the competitors were either swimmers/ poloers. I was the only non swimmer. I was like a monkey and they were huge monstrous gorillas (no offense to swimmers =P). They swim so aggressively, i didn't know you can push and grab opponent's when they have the ball. Once, they was this weird guy who held on to my hand under the water, the ball like 30 metres away, and he just held my hand. Maybe thats the way they play, as an outsider i guess it was a very strange game.
Oh and in polo they can file a million times and nobody cares. Filing is part of the nature of polo.
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Now im too sian to even touch my bag. too lazy to touch my pencil. I'm even too lazy scratch my face. Just too lazy to do anything. I'm procrastinating like crazy, im aware of it cos im telling myself now that i will do my homework tomorrow. And I have at least 6 assignments but now, i really don't care. Why?
Cos I'm freaking lazy rite now
Hahas
ben =)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Shit mans! My calf feels freaking pain. I have no idea why, but it hurts when i run.
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Me and Ben tan have been getting on quite well lately. We have become super good and INTIMATE buddies and we have made a deal to make certain stuff utmost private and confidential. haha but our conversation very lame one, lame until also no one wants to hear, so don't bother asking
Played soccer again after training. It's like a part of our easy run training already. Haha I dont think our past seniors have been doing this. But who cares, its fun and it also trains stamina and ball sense. Makes you have good hand eye coordination.
haha and its enjoyable cos we have special people playing. Like Wizard wong (Nathaniel Wong) who likes saying "GAH" when he sees the ball, and then randomly ram the ball away, be it to own goal or opposite. Then there's the cute reuben s/o devaprasad (I srsly love his name), who gets freaking high from see a high ball coming to him, then he starts his cute screaming. He adicted to runescape btw. To him. Runescape precedes all else.
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Oh and our swim carn is screwed. My batch especially!! wth man. I call them to participated, they say ok, on that day, no one's there. Except for a few loyal individuals namely, btan, Mk, douglas and some others. Gerald sim PON ALLL. wad the shit lah. He is like known in our batch for his swimming and he pon everything i sign him up for.
Morrison low chance of getting 1st for swim carn
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New memory verse for masterlife : "This is to my father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciple" (John 15:8)
Ben
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Me and Ben tan have been getting on quite well lately. We have become super good and INTIMATE buddies and we have made a deal to make certain stuff utmost private and confidential. haha but our conversation very lame one, lame until also no one wants to hear, so don't bother asking
Played soccer again after training. It's like a part of our easy run training already. Haha I dont think our past seniors have been doing this. But who cares, its fun and it also trains stamina and ball sense. Makes you have good hand eye coordination.
haha and its enjoyable cos we have special people playing. Like Wizard wong (Nathaniel Wong) who likes saying "GAH" when he sees the ball, and then randomly ram the ball away, be it to own goal or opposite. Then there's the cute reuben s/o devaprasad (I srsly love his name), who gets freaking high from see a high ball coming to him, then he starts his cute screaming. He adicted to runescape btw. To him. Runescape precedes all else.
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Oh and our swim carn is screwed. My batch especially!! wth man. I call them to participated, they say ok, on that day, no one's there. Except for a few loyal individuals namely, btan, Mk, douglas and some others. Gerald sim PON ALLL. wad the shit lah. He is like known in our batch for his swimming and he pon everything i sign him up for.
Morrison low chance of getting 1st for swim carn
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New memory verse for masterlife : "This is to my father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciple" (John 15:8)
Ben
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Lee Zi Yang
haha I think Zi yang is damn cool.
I can talk to him about anything under the sun. And the answers that he gives are matured and accurate. But he love to bullshit too. He and Yiyan are best friends so they learn from each other.
We call him "da shi" because he is like the master of certain stuff. He is the enlightened one. haha. And we are all his loyal disciples, learning The Way of Stuff from him. A lame society but a very funny one.
Then one day YiYan faced a huge crisis in his life. Ziyang decided that being his good friend, he could not watch YY suffer in silence. Hence, he called for me to help YiYan. Resulting in another group formed. I dont even know the name of the group. I dont think there is even any. But our conversation often ends up not helping yiyan but instead helping ourself. But at least we did tried once to do smth about YY but the plan screwed up and I got blasted. Who cares, At least I tried =)
If you wanna enter this very pretigious, respectable, admirable "group". You have gotta know the password. Only there are only three members and password is scretly bounded betwen us.
Ok. This is stupid haahahahahhaaaahah
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New memory verse for masterlife:
"A new command I give u: Love one another. As i have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another" (John 13: 34-35)
I'll be loving you guys =)
I can talk to him about anything under the sun. And the answers that he gives are matured and accurate. But he love to bullshit too. He and Yiyan are best friends so they learn from each other.
We call him "da shi" because he is like the master of certain stuff. He is the enlightened one. haha. And we are all his loyal disciples, learning The Way of Stuff from him. A lame society but a very funny one.
Then one day YiYan faced a huge crisis in his life. Ziyang decided that being his good friend, he could not watch YY suffer in silence. Hence, he called for me to help YiYan. Resulting in another group formed. I dont even know the name of the group. I dont think there is even any. But our conversation often ends up not helping yiyan but instead helping ourself. But at least we did tried once to do smth about YY but the plan screwed up and I got blasted. Who cares, At least I tried =)
If you wanna enter this very pretigious, respectable, admirable "group". You have gotta know the password. Only there are only three members and password is scretly bounded betwen us.
Ok. This is stupid haahahahahhaaaahah
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New memory verse for masterlife:
"A new command I give u: Love one another. As i have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another" (John 13: 34-35)
I'll be loving you guys =)
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Busy Week
Damn its a gonna be a busy week!
Three Test and 1 race. At least there is easy run to enjoy
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Ran at bedok reservoir yesterday. It was something we nvr expected
A 12 km long run at bedok reservoir!! 4km fast run is bad enough already..now we have to run 12 km. The bad thing about this places is that you can see how much longer you have to run.
A standard race feeling
The feeling is like you are so damn tired already. You tilt your head estimate the amount of distance left. Then you look to your front, realizing you are still far away from the finishing line. And you can't stop to take a breather because people will overtake you. so you hope that It will finish soon, but the nearer you go, the farther it seems. And it seems like eternity before you can see the finishing line. But you push on.
Perseverance.
Your lungs are bursting for air. Your leg muscle pulls tight as if screaming for you to stop and walk. But you know that if you stop, there goes your medal and position. So you push on. Praying to God to give you strength. When you reach around 800 metres away from the finishing, your legs feel extreme fatigue. So you rely on mental strength to keep your body
going, your minds forces the legs to go at a rhythmic pace.
Your faces turns red, you are gasping for oxygen, you are beginning to slow down. and you hear foot steps behind you. Just 150m more, Cmon! Push On!! you tell yourself. You quicken your footsteps, the finishing line comes to sight! Suddenly, you feel the adrenaline rush and you feel that last spurt of strength. Exploding into a fast sprint, you race to the line,
10..9..8..7..6...5....4..3...2...1
you bow my head, you feel giddy. But you at least you know...
You've done it.
Three Test and 1 race. At least there is easy run to enjoy
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Ran at bedok reservoir yesterday. It was something we nvr expected
A 12 km long run at bedok reservoir!! 4km fast run is bad enough already..now we have to run 12 km. The bad thing about this places is that you can see how much longer you have to run.
A standard race feeling
The feeling is like you are so damn tired already. You tilt your head estimate the amount of distance left. Then you look to your front, realizing you are still far away from the finishing line. And you can't stop to take a breather because people will overtake you. so you hope that It will finish soon, but the nearer you go, the farther it seems. And it seems like eternity before you can see the finishing line. But you push on.
Perseverance.
Your lungs are bursting for air. Your leg muscle pulls tight as if screaming for you to stop and walk. But you know that if you stop, there goes your medal and position. So you push on. Praying to God to give you strength. When you reach around 800 metres away from the finishing, your legs feel extreme fatigue. So you rely on mental strength to keep your body
going, your minds forces the legs to go at a rhythmic pace.
Your faces turns red, you are gasping for oxygen, you are beginning to slow down. and you hear foot steps behind you. Just 150m more, Cmon! Push On!! you tell yourself. You quicken your footsteps, the finishing line comes to sight! Suddenly, you feel the adrenaline rush and you feel that last spurt of strength. Exploding into a fast sprint, you race to the line,
10..9..8..7..6...5....4..3...2...1
you bow my head, you feel giddy. But you at least you know...
You've done it.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Ben Tan is a coward.
When he sees me, he runs away. for no apparent reason... He like half a head taller than me and yet, he's scared of me. People like Brandon Tan and Aaron Yoong, have been immune to my threats and scares.
What happened b4 that i shall not say. I don't wish to affect his valuable reputation.
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Today during physics lesson, we were at the com lab. Unit 3 is quite boring. Fortunately i sat behind with Ben Tan and Joshua. We were entertaining ourselves with Google Maps. Showing Each other where we stay and everything.
Then, smth happened, smth extremely unpredictable happened, so random yet so funny. I received an sms. It read:
"Ben I feel like having sex with u now. Kiss my Dick Pls"
Nice.
haha..the three of us spent the rest of the lesson laughing like siao. Regarding the sender, the 2C 'o8 boys should be able to guess who it is. Who else would send this kind of horny message? Even before I actually checked the sender, I already knew who it was.
When he sees me, he runs away. for no apparent reason... He like half a head taller than me and yet, he's scared of me. People like Brandon Tan and Aaron Yoong, have been immune to my threats and scares.
What happened b4 that i shall not say. I don't wish to affect his valuable reputation.
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Today during physics lesson, we were at the com lab. Unit 3 is quite boring. Fortunately i sat behind with Ben Tan and Joshua. We were entertaining ourselves with Google Maps. Showing Each other where we stay and everything.
Then, smth happened, smth extremely unpredictable happened, so random yet so funny. I received an sms. It read:
"Ben I feel like having sex with u now. Kiss my Dick Pls"
Nice.
haha..the three of us spent the rest of the lesson laughing like siao. Regarding the sender, the 2C 'o8 boys should be able to guess who it is. Who else would send this kind of horny message? Even before I actually checked the sender, I already knew who it was.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
CNY
So far CNY has been quite...how should i put it...mundane
Its true. Other than the HongBaos that I collect. Becos you have to go everywhere to visit people and we do this every year. I guess its part of the chinese tradition so we have to follow it. We can't be considered full-fledged chinese if we don't practice the traditions.
But at least there's lots and lots of money trade involved. It a joy for me now. But a burden when I grow up.
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People say that i have changed since sec 1. Derek says that i was so innocent and guai when i was sec 1.
I tell you now..that that's rubbish. Srsly, I was already quite "polluted" ever since I came to p 6. Just that in sec 1 was was a newbie, so it was natural that i was quite shy and soft-spoken. Furthermore being an ex-ACS boy, how can i be innocent?
Every boy who comes out from any ACS school has been corrupted to a certain extent. My was just above average =). It just depends whether he wants to say it or not.
Oh right, in addition to that, I was from 1C. Which was deemed as the naughtiest, noisest and most "bubbly" class in the sec 1 batch. It was due to that Kyap didn't accept any prefect nominees from our class lah.
So in actual fact, I hadn't changed at all.
Same past, Same present, Same future =)
Ben
Its true. Other than the HongBaos that I collect. Becos you have to go everywhere to visit people and we do this every year. I guess its part of the chinese tradition so we have to follow it. We can't be considered full-fledged chinese if we don't practice the traditions.
But at least there's lots and lots of money trade involved. It a joy for me now. But a burden when I grow up.
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People say that i have changed since sec 1. Derek says that i was so innocent and guai when i was sec 1.
I tell you now..that that's rubbish. Srsly, I was already quite "polluted" ever since I came to p 6. Just that in sec 1 was was a newbie, so it was natural that i was quite shy and soft-spoken. Furthermore being an ex-ACS boy, how can i be innocent?
Every boy who comes out from any ACS school has been corrupted to a certain extent. My was just above average =). It just depends whether he wants to say it or not.
Oh right, in addition to that, I was from 1C. Which was deemed as the naughtiest, noisest and most "bubbly" class in the sec 1 batch. It was due to that Kyap didn't accept any prefect nominees from our class lah.
So in actual fact, I hadn't changed at all.
Same past, Same present, Same future =)
Ben
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